Bang Bang

2010-01-01T09:59:00.001+08:00

Ok.....so this is my first time celebrating Ney Year outside Singapore...
Actually no, Celebrated 2008 or 2009 in Malaysia....haha!

Now in Brisbane , Aust.....
Ushering in the new year with my family and Cousins....
WENT to South Banks to watch Fireworks display
aWESOME ATMOSPHERE!

A little update about what I've been doing the past few days here in Brizzy....

First day, practically just slacking and chiilin around at my Aunt's house...
Second day, went to the City for souveniors shopping....
Third day, went to the mall ....a really long stretch of shops...tired legs after that...
Today, went bowling....and then swimming!

Haha...just a little update....
photos later aite...
now im off to playing Uno again!!haha!

when i feel like blogging, i blog....

2009-12-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

So on xmas day, i am at home now...
Since i don't celebrate it......i have nothing to do...

As usual.....i am really bored.
but i did some cleaning and laundry
to pass time....

Aniway....
feeling the pinch of disappointment..
but what am i to do...

Doesnt really matter to me now...
its quite tiring..

i am just tired and tired and tired of things.
please let it change.

Its that time again

2009-12-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

WELL......
iM BACK TO UPDATING....6 MONTHS LATER...
Its that period of time again where i have the mood to blog
just because im getting all emo ......and messed up reflecting about my life
which to sum it all...means nothing much actually.

Apart from my great family whom i loved...
and a few close friends...
i feel that i am rather lost actually.
or in fact a loner.
who only has frens when he has...(if u get it)

Perhaps why i am feeling lousy is that....i know that i am not sociable like everyone else...
and i dun have that many frens...
because...i am a boring person....and just have a boring attitude

Looking at all my friends....and how they are getting on in in their lives only makes me feel worst...
Or is it a transitional period now?...perhaps my friend was right that after my NS....
i WILL feel so shitty that i feel so worthless.....and just freaking tired of life
Perhaps......and maybe it will stay on for good....

I just cannot stand the feeling of loneliness and idling doing nothing...
Its only been a week plus, close to 2 weeks...
and i am already feeling crap....

Is this how is is supposed to be?

I'll just have to wait and see......and whether i have the will to carry on....

not feeling too well..but im still ok!

2009-06-30T23:18:00.002+08:00

I feel a little bit unwell...
Not a cause for alarm though...
Im OK!
Amidst all this flu crisis,
u cannot afford to be sick
even if its just a minor cold........

aniway...
where are we goin with this?
can i ask that question...
its just there..
bare and barren i think..

unanswered questions.
but as i say
we just wait and see.

just another post

2009-06-23T15:33:00.003+08:00

Most of the time when i'm thinking what to blog about...

I will just go on and blog about anything random...
like now, while thinking what to blog about
i just straightaway log into blogger and just click on the new post button...

ok, so i think i am supposed to be sleeping coz im on night shift today...
im gonna be really tired...
coz yesterday at nearly 3am.....
went to NUH....
Coz my bro had a high fever,
so i was there to accompany him and dad...

aniway talking about work...
i reckon its not gonna be fun..
haha....wait
since when did i find work fun?
aniway...
i will be doing a boring post today....
coz got some people mc....

as im lying on the mattress typing this very post...
i just cant help but wonder...

Whats going to happen after this..
Actually i have so much things on my mind that
I think i might just go insane one day

people say sharing is best.
but i dont see the point of telling
or maybe..

Maybe i am just taking too much....
like i say when i say i have so many things on my mind..
maybe it is not even too much

Life's short
AND shit happens.
whatever it is...

im gonna live with it.

The Birthday Bonanza BASH!!

2009-06-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

OK....
What birthday bonanza bash...

Aniway.....the past week had been a great one of course..
took leave for one tour and had one whole week free....awesome or what...

Of course celebrated my 22ND with different bunch of friends...
coz last year was so lousy.....this year's birthday was really happening...
haha
tok about one week long of celebrations sey!muahaha

First up was with Azpirasi......
and then with poly friends
and then with sec school frens....

and then celebrated Nad birthday also...
GEMINI-ANS UNITED!
HOOHA HOOHA

and after that, of course it was back to reality
work and work
which of course has always been 'interesting'

cant wait badly....
for year end.
:)
for pics, pls refer to FB la oke...lazy to upload here...

The birthday karaoke

2009-06-17T12:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday....the birthday....

Started the day with sleep .......

Becoz i just came back from night shift...

Woke up....

Went to Orchard....

And then Azpirasi Clan surprised me...

With Haizad and Amer supposedly kidnapping me.

HAHA!

It was really a surprise....

But actually i was already suspicious already due to earlier event in the day....

haha...

Nevertheless, we were at Cash Karaoke Studio...

Beside the Forum....

Had fun karaoke...

But i was tired...due to the fact of working the last night...

But i had fun!

A memorable 22nd birthday indeed....!

More pics at FB..............

A beautiful dream....

2009-06-11T15:57:00.002+08:00

I just woke up....

From my afternoon nap
before I start to get ready
to go to work..

I had a dream...
I think a dream that have always been on my mind.

It was beautiful.
at least to me.
It just happened...

The mood, the sweet moments.
It was just real...
It was almost surreal.

How i wished it last forever
bUt alas.....
I woke up.....
to just dream on.......

They say dreams are the opposite in life
Will the same happen for mine?

dance

2009-06-09T19:01:00.003+08:00

I am beginning to miss dancing...
Although im not at all a good dancer...
i still miss it

cOz its the only thing that keeps me going...
other than my NS shit

6 5 4 3 2 1.......months...and freedom man.

Neway yesterday...movie....
Dance Subaru...
Good one....

I am really envious of people who can really dance....
such gracefulness,
such slick moves...
wish had that kind of rhythm...
but alas....
i have to be contented at the level
that I AM in......

Other stories.....basically....
Nothing,
I'm such a bore.

how i wish....

unhappy

2009-06-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

I am really unhappy with myself....

haiz.

Do you want it?

what?!!

2009-06-01T02:57:00.004+08:00

Its been rather stagnant since then...
what?!?!

Can We do something bout it.....?

the period i dread the most

2009-05-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

Karya 2009 was a blast......

Now that it is over, I don't have anything to look forward to...

No more rushing over from work...

No more taking taxi

No more hitching a ride from the friend

What is next?

and yea...Not forgetting i have 6 more months to go!

should have

2009-05-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

Im really updating this blog of mine
of the latest...

First thing,
I should have, right.....
But I didnt

But subsequently ok...
I will.....
I'm really not good at this....please spare me..
But I am really trying...

So yea...
Thats it ok!

Good night

Karya in 2days!

Will the real Shuk please stand up?

2009-05-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes.....or rather....most of the times
I don't understand myself....

Its quite irritating...
and really It does affect me
and my behaviour ....

Im beginning to doubt my sensibility....

Shuk.
Stop IT.

hmm

2009-05-18T14:18:00.002+08:00

I could only say hmmmm.....

Hmmmm
Hmmmm
and hmmm....

Somehow....
Quite impromptu...
A very long 'Impromtu' indeed.

Nevertheless....
Lets wait....n see?

of course, i'll always be hoping. :)

How come?

2009-05-17T00:14:00.003+08:00

I have been having late night supperS....Macs, Thosai,chicken rice...To name a few..
all the muscles turned to flabs....
no motivation at all to run or exercise.
how?

and then theres Karya.
one more week...

And then,theres that
How come eh?
How come?
How?

*Thinking Of you....

Yet another day....

2009-05-14T14:41:00.004+08:00

Another day....
Yet another day of doing absolutely nothing useful
It is such a waste that I am wasting my life
At home...
Doin nothing constructive
Except surfing the web,
For funny videos, laughing alone
In my room...

I think I have such a sad life
That I am reduced to this state.

I mean....alone..in the room..laughing at random things?
Only stupid/lame people find enjoyment in that.

Oh crap, I think I have hold on to it for such a long time that it is gonna make me crazy soon...
C'mon Shuk....
Just do it already..
Forget about whatever outcomes that will come out of it.

Lets GO!

ps..OK LOR.

Funny names

2009-05-14T00:48:00.003+08:00

Had a blast laughing at People's weird names...
Im not goin to type out the names here..
Cause...Its not nice...

Hee.....
But sometimes, you just cant help it but wonder
Why the hell do they have that kind of names?!

It must be really terrible.....with all the constant remarks people have of their names..
I might actually be guilty of it....hehz
But i just cant hepl it....

can i just LAUGH OUT LOUD AGAIN...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

OK DONE.

What choices do I have??

2009-05-11T15:46:00.003+08:00

Ok....so after 2 months of waiting
the result?
FAILED to make the cut, unsuccessful....

So whats next for me?
I really have to think of what I want to do
Or what I can do after ORD.
No....i think its not too early, I have to be prepared...

Work?
If i choose to work,
What can I work as?
Study?
In what other areas can I zoom into?
Local or Overseas?
Got money or not?

So many unanswered questions.....
hmmm

The photoshoot

2009-05-08T00:28:00.004+08:00

We had the phototshoot for Karya 2009....
And of course everybody had to pose their part

As for me, I haD to stand in for Haizad
who was not around
And although it was just one pose,
Seriously, I was not able to commit fully to that pose because
One, I was sweating like mad
Two, It was a bit of shock as I have never really practiced carrying Ayu behind my back
Three,I have not eaten for the entire day

So there I was, shaking and shivering
while waiting for them to get the perfect shot

But at the end, the pic turn out to be great!

Please do Come and watch KARYA 2009....Tix at only $5...Contact me for the tix aite!

I think i am ready,are you?

2009-05-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

On Saturday, after last minute practices and changes,
performed at Taman Warisan
for Malay Arts Festival....

Few glitches, seriously whats new for me personally.
haha.

On the other hand,
I think I am ready..
Are you?

Come what may....

Lets go for it..
Shall we?

A NEW POST

2009-04-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

My posts are always so random....

Aniway, after meeting up with poly frens, Sala and Umar
and talking about our aspirations and goals,
I find myself questioning myself
So whats mine?

It is scary that I have not really given it much thought
considering the fact that I will BE ending my NS life in about 8 months
and I have no solid plans yet of what I want to do.
And what is even more scary is that,
I will be turning 22 years old this year
and really, I think I am not thinking like a 22 years old
But rather like an 18 year old boy.

Although there have been plans to take up flying as a career,
It is still not known whether I will make it or not.
What if it fails?
What are my back up plans?
Shit...I really hate thinking about this issues...

No doubt I would love to further my studies....
But whether I can make it is again another story....

I have always think that by taking everything lightly will make everything easier....
By taking it lightly here, I mean like' WHY SO SERIOUS?'Attitude
OK...I know i have the ' why so serious' face......
but my face does not equate to what i am really thinking.thank you
I mean even if I have a problem, I don't really like to ponder about such stuffs as I
dun see a point in thinking too much about it and causing headaches...

But now,I think i seriously have to be serious and really plan of what I have to do
in the future...
I cant be idling around...
of course I have to have something to do....
But what it is is still uncertain for me.....

It is time.......

2009-04-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

A random post.!
well....i just sign up for twitter!
and its quite!.....well...its ok la...
haha!

i need to find more people though....
haha.

in other news.
i think i am happy

i do not know why.
i think i am feeling happy..

because i have decided that i always look gloomy and uninterested in anything
i am trying to be somebody that can smile ...
ALOT.

haha!

ok.wth...

told ya it was a random post.

new post

2009-04-02T00:32:00.003+08:00

Right....the past week have been quite busy...from working...to practices...to watching Towkay Wayang....to celebrating Hany's Birthday....
but i am just too lazy to blog about it.....

let all the pictures do all the talking then...
on my Facebook....
haha...

neway....
i have absolutely no idea wht to blog about..
i am just blogging so that this blog of mine is not dead....
i am trying to keep it alive...with updates....
but sadly...
i do not find any updates in my life that is worth to blog about...

maybe when the time comes....i will ok.
talking about it...
when will be the day?
or maybe it is just too late....hmm...

AN EMO POST

2009-03-25T01:09:00.003+08:00

This was supposed to be a happy post cause i just came back from Indonesia and wanted to share some happy moments and experiences and pics that i took...
but i guess that have to wait.....

I am actually feeling a little or maybe,very....down...
Today i just came across things that i shall say really makes me wonder....
What type of a human being am i?

I ask myself why why why and why?
what is actually the reason that i am the way that i am....
and why is it so dificult for me to carry out the things that i want

Firstly,lets just say,

Till now....i just cant find the right time or moment to actually make it happen
To those people who might actually know what i am talking about, good
for those who doesn't know...
just read without asking too much questions...
the problem with me is that i am a person who is not good at expressing myself
and also, low confidence, and afraid of things that doesnt work out.
I know in this kind of things, you need to be thick skinned
and just accept whatever the result may be...
i lack the courage and im sure....this are just one of the many traits that i have that makes me
even question myself more....
knape la kau bodoh sangat shukri

you'll never know unless.......______________
i do not know when...
but im pretty sure, when i do, the chances are slim
considering the many factors and signs that may or may not directly contribute to it.....(to what i think it is)
the situation, the other one and many more.....
and i tell myself that
i am prepared for anything......
and life goes on after that....
and who knows maybe...it could very well be the other way round??

on a second note,......
there's another issue altogether
this i must say, really saddens me...coz i totally dun expect this....
all those labels that i have been slapped with....
its ok.....
i just have nothing more to say...
i am just speechless and really do not know what to say....

happy

2009-03-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

Ok...the last few days....basically went out
during off days...
Thurs met up with Nat to have a Tulang dinner.....
at beach road...i like the tulang..very nice
and Nat as company, always memorable
with her antics..haha....with her tiredness
to her plate flying off the table...
then off to Bugis to buy stationary
but shop was closed
so we walk walk abit and then it was off to home
as she had to get her work stuffs done.

and Friday...met up with polymates...
to the IT FAIR, SINGAPORE'S LARGEST IT FAIR!
Haha...
super alot of people....squeeze here and there....
And i got myself a Canon camera...like finally
after so long like contemplating to buy it,,,
and i thought it was a good buy..
ahah...
the colour that the friendly salesperson recommended
was also nice...and yea
i bought hard disks as well
one for sis and one for myself.....
I dun knoe how much i spend though,
Coz before going to It fair
went to ICA to extend my passport
but was told couldn't extend it as the passport is already 10 years old
haha
so had to make a new one, lucky can be ready by Monday
and yea..
Talking bout Monday...which is tomorrow,
Cant wait to go out of the country,though it is only nearby country
but nevertheless, cant wait to get out of Singapore
to have a break....
looking forward to enjoying myself.....woohoo!

Life.....enjoy it to the fullest!

BREAK

2009-03-08T16:18:00.005+08:00

Just give me a BREAK.......................
PERIOD.
I FEEL SUFFOCATED.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

THE QUESTION IS NOT ABOUT WHEN..
BUT RATHER ABOUT WHY?AND MORE WHY?

IT DOESNT MATTER
SOONER OR LATER.....
JUST GIVE ME A BREAK
I NEED IT
I DO

NOW
DONT TREAT ME LIKE ONE
JUST BECAUSE I WAS IT ONCE
DOESNT MEAN I WILL BE IT FOREVER..

IT HAS TO CHANGE....
AND I WANT IT NOW

I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THE CONCERN
BUT ITS BEEN A WHILE...

I AM IRRITATED
DO NOT FORCE
I DO NOT LIKE...

DON'T WAIT TILL ITS TOO LATE
FOR DRASTIC THINGS TO HAPPEN

I WOULD'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN EITHER
BUT I CANNOT CONTROL IT
THE SIGNS ARE SHOWING
AND I AM AFRAID

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

Confused

2009-03-05T20:13:00.003+08:00

Ok...so sTARBucks...do you need a model spokesperson??haha
Ok firstly....lets see....last Sunday, I went to meet my best friend,
Wanted to cycle at East Coast, but when we reached the bicycle shop
It started to rain....
And so cycling was cancelled....
Was just chillin session at The coffee Bean....
Catching up....and talking crap....
We parted and I met Dian
For a while...again, just chillin
this time at Starbusks.....
2 coffee chains in one day...haha
not bad..

Ok..now for something serious...
I totally do not understand this whole Saga thing
And yes..I am just confused..
And no, I am not faking it
And saying that i do not understand...
But truth is, I totally do not understand...
Makes me ponder....

HIATUS.........NOT!

2009-02-27T10:37:00.003+08:00

Ok....for your infomation..
I am not going on hiatus....

Its just that...I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT...maybe have la...hahas

Lets just give some updates....

I think I have alot of updates...

But I think I FORGOT.....

What to update......NEVERMIND THEN

Neway i watched the movie

Hes just not that into you...TWICE

Apparently...it was a good movie la...
no harm watching it twice

HEH!

And yea,Today is the launch of the

NOKIA 5800 at ZOUK carpark!

and I can't go...coz I am on Night shift today

DAMN!....Coz....there will be a draw to be of the lucky 58 people to get the phone

At an insanely 58cents!58cents!

Haiz...

I guess I just have to wait till July......

Oh ya..I had a good sleep yesterday....

Maybe because I am really just so tired for the past few days.....

But weird, I had no dreams.....not fun.

hahs

Well...I think thats about it so far.....

Will update more..when I have thought of more things to blog about ok...

hahas....Boring sia Shuk

nothing better to do

2009-02-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

Hey to all..
Actually i have nothing to blog again....and again this will be a random post...
As i write, i will think of something to blog about...

Thinking...
Thinking...
Thinking...

Well I realised that...I have become quite a lazy pig nowadays...
I do not know what came over me...
I am soo lazy that I feel like just eating and sleepinG and eating and sleeping...
And my social life is also becoming from so-so to mundane to BORING...and
IPPT is coming real soon as of now and I am still really NOT doing anything about it
Even so I know that I won't be able to pass it....
How?...How do I motivate myself to be a better person and not be so lazy...
Cause as im typing now, all I could think is sleep......sleep and sleep....
In about an hour, I am already going to work...
Which is ever so uninteresting....
Haiz....

The Pre-V date....

2009-02-16T11:00:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY 13TH FEBRUARY 09
Ok....So on Friday night, I went out with my fellow cattleship, Nad the kambing....
And NAD...Pls remember...u are kambing...I am lembu...haha!

Aniway...(while still having the on and off tummyache)

I met with Nad for our so called....Fri the 13th! and Pre-V 'date'!

Went to Fresh Bulgogi all the way at Changi International Airport.....

In case you people are wondering, Fresh Bulgogi is a Korean type of Restaurant

Oh wells, Its just like Seoul Garden but ala carte version!
Since she complained that she was soo hungry....I cooked for her..haha...nola....we cooked for each other.....aww so sweet right....haha....eh..its Pre Valentine's 'date' what!.....haha.....and we keep asking each other to eat and eat....while handing out pieces of food to each other's bowl of rice....
And this is the so called the chicken forming a love shape....in conjunction with the special day.......

She was probably feeling so full....after eating her bowl of rice and even finished up my share too....and thus left me with only vegetables(pic below)to eat....haha(kidding la)

So after that, we went to another 'Romantic' place...Marina Barrage.....because I never went before...haha...and of course it was taking pictures time....we all always feeling feeling model Aniway.....The tshirt says love on my hands....
She was probably feeling high at this time....
She always managed to have this weird weird poses.....

And lastly....my gift for her......a V-day gift!We thought of all sorts of name for this cutie.MarinaB?Tweeny?Marby?at last....settled on Marvey...hahas.....Thats all folks for the Pre-V TO V-DAY!

photos credits to Nat's blog....

SATURDAY 14TH FEBRUARY 2009/SUNDAY 15TH FEBRUARY 2009

Well I was supposed to go to work on this V-day....remember?...but unexpectedly, I couldn't sleep the night before....cause I was going in and out of the toilet...my tummy ache always decide to attack me during sleeping time....and thus I decided to take MC....as much as I do not want to.....but I was really feeling so weak....

And so I went to a private doctor and also a government clinic(polyclinic).Don't ask me why I WENT to 2 clinics......I was just so pissed over work related matters which I shall not elaborate here......and so my weekend was spent resting at home........

Today,I still have the tummy ache, it is on and off...but now I am much better though....

Still abit not well......

2009-02-13T16:06:00.003+08:00

Well i thought that my tummy ache would go away...but it is still here...
I do not know how many times i have gone to the toilet .......
I think more than 20 times already...or maybe more......
How??

In other news, actually theres no other news...
Just that, when I am not working, I have nothing to do
And will be stuck at home.....or right now
I am my sister's house....
My life is very boring.....any suggestions on how to spice it up??
Your suggestions are greatly appreciated....muahaha!

Superrr tired....

2009-02-12T20:10:00.001+08:00

I am super exhausted today...
Yesterday night shift was superr tiring....
Because i was not feeling too well....
I cant remember how many times i went to the toilet....
Maybe about 4 times?.......

Today i went home, bathe and slept
But then, had to wake up again cause the stomach is really giving me problems......
I think it has been countless times i went to the toilet...
Want to sleep also cannot concentrate....afraid that history will repeat...haha!

But then, now feeling abit better...
By tomorrow i think will be all right
I hope.haha.....

NO TITLE

2009-02-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

Ok...first of all....Hani..I took this from your facebook ok...
I MISS my best friend........
We have drifted apart i dont know why....
I guess we are busy with each other's lives perhaps..
Nevermind....looking forward to meeting you ok.

Aniways.....today I am at home again...rotting...
Waiting to go to work at 5plus later...
Its so dreadful to go for night shift...
So shitty....but still have to go.....endure for 10 more months!
Ant then I'm done with it!
woohoo...

Ok the following text is abit disgusting...continue to read only if you want to laugh your ass off!
which i know you will certainly do.....and be disgusted at the same time
Not for the faint-hearted!!

OK SO
I have been having stomachache and today i woke early morning....
And spent like half hour inside....dropping a shitload of shit into the toilet bowl!
And still i had tummy ache but i went back to sleep anyway...
But somehow i was woken up suddenly and i rushed to the toilet...
To my horrors!BETTER BE READY FOR THIS......

I SHITTED WHILE SLEEPING!!!!!AND I DID NOT REALISED IT!
F$%!&!!!! LUCKY IT WAS ONLY A LITTLE BIT OK....I REPEAT A LITTLE BIT ONLY OK
Lucky never seep through sia...disgusting or what.....
haha!

Second day of blogging

2009-02-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

So....now.
Its the second day that im blogging......haha.....
'Pat to the shoulders!!'

See....im not going to let this blog die again...
Haha....
Actually.....I am thinking about what to blog.....
I just cannot find anything thats interesting to blog....
Cause i was working the whole day today...
AND i wouldn't want to bore u guys with my workplace stories.....
Haha.....

Neways, oh yea....
Lets talk about Valentine's Day....
Since it is coming real soon...
How many of you actually celebrate it?
Haha.....Don't talk about me la..
Don't even have girlfriend....
Aha!...but thats where most of us singles are wrong at....
V-day is just not about couples.....for me la....
As it it, its just a day with a big V......AND....to show the ones that we care for our love ones and and shower our attention to them......hah!
Well....we could do that to our friends right....
But but but,I seriously think that you do not need a special day la...to show all these feelings....
Right or not.....and whats so special about it ah....
Everywhere youu go on this day, the prices for things all shoot up faster before you say can
B-U-L-L-E-T......hah!(OK THIS IS LAME!)

And i have heard before,no offence to my other malay/muslim frens who are celebrating it....
We should not celebrate it according to our religion...ahem ahem
Well not that im so religious or what la.....since they say don't celebrate...then don't lor.haha

So the conclusion?treat it as any other day......haha...
As for me, i'm working on that day.
WTH.

Backkkkkkk!

2009-02-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hey to all......
If you were wondering...
No need to ask...
I was just lazy to blog.....
Haa!!!but now i am Back....!

I shall blog about random things today
Everyday will be the same.

Haha....so starting from now.....
Thanks to Nad!i start to blog again...though im a day late..
But its ok...

Today I stayed HOME the whole day....
Woke up around 11plus...and thanks to Dian Hudson....
I had an appointment with a Financial Planner
Under my Block!
haahaha......
Quite interesting considering the fact that i think i need help to manage my expenses
And also save and invest for the future.
Yup....so after that, helped Mum with her shop's brochure....
And at the same time chatting with people .....haha...
Webcam-ming is just so farnie i think
haha!

Neways, after that help out with some household chores....
My house is really turning into a sinking 'tong kang'
I think i need a maid....a personal one....
Coz my room is the second 'Tongkang'
haha.....

Had dinner......and then did laundry
watered the plants...etc....etc...etc...
and yea.thats it!

My entry after like 8months!

the birthday

2008-06-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

ok...so the past few days or so..
nothing much happen...except for work...and also busy with the practices...
show is nearing..its this saturday.....

and i am getting along fine with the Ns job...though it is still shit...
well...haa....and then something good for my family....hehz....
ok so now, lets talk bout my birthday again...

ok so yesterday,Sunday ..
i had dance practice from 11am...
though did not really start at 11.....haha...
ended like 4plus....and i was already late...
coz was supposed to meet the f4 dee and feeza 4.30...and
4.30 i was only getting ready to walk to the mrt..
haha

but nemind...told them i woud be late...
and so when i reach...ask dee were they all....
say at toilet la...what la...aha...i thought it was quite odd..
but i took my time looking at watches at citychain..
so called them to ask where they are and they asked me to go up to the roof open space
oh yea

we went vivo actually....
when i reached, ok...
Feeza was like a mad woman i thought...
Shukri!!shukri!!!together with dian!....shukri!shukri!happy birthday!!!!!
and i stood there stumped...lost for words...
and feeza....i thought u were quite funny...
hahah!well....
i had a wonderful surprise from the f4s......and surprisingly
hazwan kent also was there....haha...coz apparently there were some conflicts but it ended.
and they had a cake...choco one...nice one!they bake it for me..
aww so sweet right...ahaha.
happy to have frens like them....although this celebration was kinda postponed
i still appreciate it!
thankss again f4s....

mcm2...got tuiton la got this la....all just to give me a surprise...haha
thanks f4s!below are the pics and theres a link to feeza's blog where you can see the preparation and making of the choco cake!!

us

kent and legolas
hudson and jolie
spray at my hair sommore
cutting the cake

the memoirs

posing

still lost for words
blow wind blow

hudson...so excited to put the hat on me

the choco cake...nice

for more behind the scene pics,check out feeza's blog..haha

http://remainfetishme.blogspot.com/

the birthday

2008-06-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

ok so 2 days ago was the birthday
my birthday
to be exact my 21st birthday,
nothing out of the ordinary happen....though
everything was like normal...no celebrations...nothing.
just a late night supper yesterday with the family coz why?
coz even have to work night shift during birthday...what a waste
but its so ironic that on my 21st birthday i did not have a cake coz previous years,if theres no celebration.at least there would be some cakes.
theres none this year!haha!
haiya...
i dun really mind about the cake actually, coz nowadays, i cant really eat cakes.haha
so yea...quite a different mood for the birthday this year...
hmm.....
neway....thanks for the the birthday wishes though!
from friends and family....in friendster,blog,sms,msn,in person or calls!
thanks ya...i appreciate it.
well
thats it
i have turned 21
no hooha
whatsoever.
haha

choices

2008-06-15T05:30:00.000+08:00

The choices in life......

The past week nothing exciting took place, just work and work....
Well i was discussing with Feeza and Dee about my choices in life about what i wanted to be in the near future after my Ns....
I was bombarding Feeza about the degree in teaching as teaching is one of my 4 choices now...
I managed to narrow down my choices to
1)Air steward
2)Teacher-(malay teacher)
3)To specialise in the tourism trade; Hotel management
4)To specialise in event management

So, i was wondering, since it is quite hard to get a degree in singapore with all the stiff competition and also the high tuition fees,
why not beocme a teacher...but still i am still thinking whetehr it would be right...i gotta have the passion for it man....and right now, the passion is just so-so.....maybe bout 50-50....
For the air steward part,maybe if i can get it, would be good...i can save money for further studies later....
well...choices,certainly have to make the right choices.....i wouldn;t want to be unhappy for the rest of my life..
........well........

2008-06-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

hello?
monday went to meet up with poly frens
hid fareez jf and chun
ate at ojalali at lucky plaza...quite nice
then off to mount faber for more slacking
tues and wed...work
thurs met up with hid and fareez again
went to airport to eat
Fresh Bulgoggi..its just like seoul garden
except its ala carte....
then off to west coast for more slacking..haha

just yesterday went to meet dee and feeza..
went esplanade
goin to chill...
then when we reached, there was this mini show
from tokyo japan...quite funny....ahhaa

then after that, feeza took out her polaroid camera...
her fren's.....quite nice the pics also.haha
but i dun have it now la...but u guys shud know how a polaroid pic looks like right
then it was talking crap and of cuz there will always be laughters..
of course with me around...hahaha
and ouh i have this sudden urge to take up photography....haha..
ok maybe one day i will do it...

then off to bugis to meet up with ns mates,
janik and amir...and then home.hah

2008-06-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

Been busy and tired again from work...
So work is not really that fun after all...
haiz....what to do ..
still getting used to it la...
newcomer jitters....
haa....im sure once i get the hang of it...i will be ok already..
now im still blur....and blur...and blur...

so after work yesterday, went home to sleep for a while...
ok...heres the horrifying part...
while on the way back to home, bro(we happen to work at the same place and same shift)was driving the car,and i was at the front seat...was feeling sleepy also...and just as i wanted to close my eyes, i realised that suddenly the car was like steering out of course and going straight for the lorry in front of us....i turned to bro and to my horror, he had dozed off while driving!!
i quickly nudged him 'oii!' and he wake up and we missed the lorry by a few seconds and the car swerved to the left and narrowly missed hitting on the railing at the road shoulder and it was swerving left to right for a few seconds....what a close shave!really it was...my heart was like thumping real fast....I cannot imagine if i had indeed fell asleep....i don't think i will be here writing this post...haiz...neway i don't blame bro la...he was tired,was busy the whole night also...

neway, after that really close shave, reached home and slept till afternoon..and then it was time to go to cousin's wedding.oh yea...
congrats to her..

2008-05-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

been busy and tired again the last few days...
ok updates...

so Tues, 27th May 08
reported early at J division....
then get to know same team as bro...team bravo
ok..then went home, told to report work the same night...
the first night shift, quite ok...quite boring also.
haha
nvm...have to endure for one and a half years..haha

Wed 28th May 08
nothing much....slept at home...cause was tired after the night shift
then went for practice as usual.....

Thurs 29th May 08
Went out with Sis and the kids, to Vivo...
and then to causeway to watch this....

have to say it was quite scary...a good effort...at least it does not really look that fake..
for me a thumbs up....
overall it was good...except for irritating movie goers who were laughing...during the show

Fri 30th May 08
Morning shift at work....did something different, better than on first day...well
have to learn a lot of things.
wish me luck!

2008-05-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

hey...been busy and tired the last 2 days...
shall tell more.....

ok...firstly on Saturday, 24th May 08,
morning did nothing much except went to civic to pay some bills..
then after that went to mum's shop to pass her her bracelet and watch..
she had forgotten to wear them....

and that went to Gentarasa at Esplanade...
i have to say that...
i thought the show was quite different from last year...
i thought it was better than last year...but well again...
better than last year does not mean its really that good..
i find that, year after year of having the same...or almost same theme...
it was kinda boring...cause the whole theme was about the success of malays..

but i find it rather disturbing(irritating also have) cause it was really like
talking too much about the malay this la, malay that la..
not that im not proud to be malay...but hahah... just find it too much
and its time they really like look into more interesting theme...
rather than the history of singapore la, singapore malay la...malay la...
but in terms of audio and visual....it was good la...and good choreography also.
after that went to meet Amir for a while at Arab Str...and went home shortly after.

Gentarasa 2008

And then on Sunday, 25th May 08
went picnic at East coast with the relatives...
ok...so ate quite alot...actually not quite...ate ALOT...Hahah...so much so that i felt my stomach was goin to explode..wahaha....nasi lemak la...mee hoon goreng la..sandwich la...alot..
and then after that went to my sis's house...and guess what?
ate again!ahaha.....cannot even stand up straight after that..haahaa
reached home around 12 plus....

With my Cousin
Lastly, today Monday, 26th May 08
The 5th and the last day of PIC course!
morning did nothing, except for very long breaks for breakfast and lunch
then after lunch ,did like a mini practical...
then was given the certificate and then went home!
so after this....tomorrow onwards....will start work at J division....
i hope everything will go on well la...haha
till next time

2008-05-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

The 4th day of PIC course...
Today, lecture was quite short in the morning....
and then...followed fellow PICO...Hakam.
back to his house during lunch at Yishun to take his belt..
haiyo..

then afternoon had practical...
quite useful...although i do not know whether i will really get to apply it once i start working

after that went back...and then went out again..
haa...met up with the the sec sch classmates
went to Boat Quay to watch the
opening of the Singapore Arts Festival 2008
Water Fools by IILOTOPIE from FRANCE..
quite enjoyable...but it was quite hard to understand..haahaa...
but at the end there was nice fireworks display...so it was great la..

after that...went to eat...and then went to Central...where we took crazy pics again.haa
but no pictures yet...haa...
tmr going to have fun again..
lol.
Water Fools
Its Actually Fire.....
Fireworks
Fireworks
The Maniacs

2008-05-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

The 3rd day of PIC Course....
as usual...the same as the last two days...
today quite boring...as i did not go anywhere..
just stay at home...
haaha...

nothing much to blog also....haha
tomorrow going to see the opening of
singapore art festival...
hope it will be fun!haa

2008-05-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

The second day of PIC course....
again....quite slack .....nothing much really....

after that, went for practice....very few people turn up...only 8 of us...
4 seniors, 4 juniors.....practiced Zapin...Gemersik Ombak...
which was tedious!
and again...i struggled....whats new right..
couldn't get it right....partly because have not been dancing
but also Mainly i am not good a dancer....so yea!..

so after so long never dance,aches here and there..
my legs ached like f***!
nevermind la...will get used to it...once i start going for practice often...
which i do not how i will do it with the 12 hrs shift work...
haiz.....

2008-05-21T14:45:00.000+08:00

The PIC course started today...
ok...its just like normal lecture....but with more FREE TIME!
what...got breakfast break la...take 5 la...lunch break...tea break...
and the break always ends up taking much longer than the stipulated time..
well...i am not complaining!haa...its good...its good....
after all that lecture and breaks,it was time to head home.....

so while on the way home,i text Hid
actually wanted to meet up with Hid,but she insisted that i go to the AIRPORT!
To meet her...well....if it was right next door to my house, i would have met her!
but its so far away la dey!...sorry Hid,other times ok!
so i asked Dee next.....asked whether want to watch movie...and she said ok!
haa....asked Hon along...but oh well...she wanted to go home....

so reached home....and quickly bathed and changed.....
while walking,Dee said she was stuck at the BKE....got jam....
i rushed for nothing sia....so i reached causeway point first then walked around
till Dee reached......and straightaway we went to the movie counter...
i wanted to watch What Happens In Vegas....but Dee had watched it...
so wanted to watch Speed Racer....but it had already started...

but in the end we watched this even though Dee had watched it and did not mind watching it again

overall nice movie....ahakz....good chemistry by both actor/actress
yea definitely worth it.... and CAMERON DIAZ....
Woah all this time i did not really thought much of her....but today...i think she is HOT!!
Ahaha....i mean she is not really the Drop Dead Gorgeous type...but i think shes Hot
I think she has GREAT BODY....Ahah....though she might not exactly have the assets in terms over at the chest area!haha...but nevertheless i think she is still hot...to me she oozes that sex appeal....ya know..haha....

Ok so well,at this one scene where she was wearing a strapless Gold gown,i think she look stunning.Aha...though i said she did not really have the assets...ahahaa...but amazingly...i kept on staring at her boobs like for that entire scene! i feel like a testerone-filled teenage boy looking at how stunning she was.hahahaha!

so.....after the movie ended.....we went over to Civic for Starbucks...and Dee ordered something something something.....and i ordered the caramel coffee or what la....it was extremely sweet though....ahaa.....chatted and chatted....and DEE was pouring her woes of her relationship...and i was laughing at her Anugerah Days.....haha!funny....i never failed to laugh if i go out with her...and yea!that time i watched Hairspray with her,there was Queen Latifah....and today i watched WHIV with her, again Queen Latifah was there!aha....coincidence or what!!well she used to be Dian Latifah herself what...but have since gone on to younger stars...DianA Hudson.haha....ok...its ok if you dont understand..its an inside joke...

Ok...i think thats about all for today....peace.

2008-05-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

So i did not go out today..
mum decided just to stay at home...
and i was rotting at home....ahah....just watch TV..
the whole day....and yea...basically did nothing...

tomorrow going to start on the PIC course back at HTA...
for 5 days ....untill next monday....
then on next tuesday will start at J division....wahah..

2008-05-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

Ok!
here i am again...blogging again!twice for today!
well....today was at home the whole day....
mum went to Mandarin Hotel yesterday for one night....i thought it was quite random..ahaha

aniway...she came home today and started to cook....
Laksa...my grandma wanted to eat laksa....
so helped her out in the kitchen...was busy the whole day...ok la..not the whole day...
prepared all the ingredients all that...
she cooked mee goreng as well...

and then the grandma and relatives all started to come..and yea...
i tell you, if my relatives come, like market!yes everybody mingle....
and i was like showing my aunties stupid videos on youtube...
ghosts la,weird stuffs la,crazy japanese gameshow la....

tomorrow might go out with mum....maybe checking out the new linkway between the
alexandra road and the telok blangah that one...ahaha..
so yea!

2008-05-19T06:30:00.000+08:00

here i am blogging again..
since i have nothing better to do...whats else..blog la!
well...to be honest...it has been quite some time since i went for dance practice..
well...what to do...a lot have been going on lately, due to NS la....deployment la, posting la...
ok so next week onwards would be able to resume practice!

haha.....
well...yea thats it

2008-05-18T03:30:00.000+08:00

Well well well
after four five months or so...
Yesterday was the last day that i will see my squad 58 mates..
well kinda..
coz yesterday was posting out day and all of us are posted out to different divisions and etc..
some are the same, some are different...

As for me, im posted out to J Division....at jalan bahar...
haha....

Aniways, yea...will miss my mates as throughout the months, we endure everything together
get angry together,get pissed together,be happy together....lived,sleep shower together...eh shower inside the same big toilet la..but of course different cubicles la!haha.we have bonded and it is true that you'll never get the same experience elsewhere....only in NS!

Before I serve my NS, i see it as a waste of time...who doesn't??!and i just wanted to get it over and done with...but its different really when you experience it yourself..
Friendships are formed,and i must say...u guys should look forward to NS..!

Aniways,the whole experience is fulfilling and it was fun la..i must say no matter what...although my 13oth intake was the worst and unlucky intake....cause we had the most shit happening with our intake...but i shall not go into details la ok....aniway we are already posted out...whats there to complain??haha...its true that some of us might not be necessarily be happy with the postings, but what to do?as they say...thats NS for you!haha....so we just have to suck it up la..and just do the best that we can right...

Yea before i blah blah blah somemore, thats it for my NS experience la....because i can go on forever if i continue...haha....to all guys out there,just have fun la when in NS..HAHA

With my buddy, The best in Fitness
Faizal the one who always sleep and Dan,whom we always have to wait for
Deployment day...
Posting Day
Waiting for Haircut

My bunkmates looking all smart
Middle guy:Thats the Best Trainee For our Squad 58
First aid course...with Annie,the Doll that we all kissed
During lesson also can take picture
Snacking during one of the many of our break time

Memories that will not be forgotten...haha....
heh

2008-05-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

Yes....i have been blogging for 3 days in a row now....
and there is absolutely nothing to blog about!
haha...its pretty much the same as yesterday and the day before..
what else...fetching my nieces to and back from school
hahaha...

in between that, i managed to watch a Dvd....The Water Horse?hhahah...
its kinda long time ago movie and a bit lame...
Heck...i did not even watch it till the end..haha!

so yea...then i after all that, i began writing this post
hah

2008-05-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

Today is yet another boring day
Did nothing..
just fetching my nieces to and from school..
hahaa
see....i don't like this kind of life where i do not have anything to do
but nevermind....it will be over rather soon..
hah

2008-05-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

OK.....
Finally after about 1 Month of deployMent....it was the last day..
ahah.....good good....
next week onwards will resume training...
and after that will continue my posting....at J division...
hope it will be good.
blah.

2008-05-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

ok...
i know i have not been blogging for the longest time......
its just that i have been busy with this ns thing....
deployment...
ok ok...although the deployment is really nothing....
but i kinda get tired of it....and getting tired of it means i am tired each time shift ends
well..its ok if you don't really understand what im trying to say here...
haha

well....the past few weeks..or shall i say few months...
its pretty much the same or may be a bit more boring....
haiz...its just nothing...
i have nothing exciting to post about.....ns is shit...
really..
my intake is a bit unlucky....but i am a bit lazy to go into details....

blah!ok done

2008-03-24T04:35:00.000+08:00

hey hey
i haven been blogging for such a long time...nearly 3 months....
wait up...i'll be posting soon....
chioz...

ok some pics

2008-01-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

Ok......here are some pics taken during new year .......

my new look la....whick i dun really like.....

haiz..

be like this for quite some time.....

yar yar...laugh all u want ok... ok...i cant carry off the botak look
not really please
the gila girl
car sick people

laughed enough?

happy 2008

2008-01-02T10:00:00.000+08:00

Its year 2008 everyone!
and i hope this year will be a good one.....
personally i want to make many many improvements in my life of course..
i wish to forget one particularly period of time in 2007...
and i wanna move on....

so yeapz...just a brief run through on whats been happening for the past 2007...
year 2007 have been a busy year.....
from ending my three year course in poly...to joining azpirasi
to having shows.....to having an operation.....
alot alot....has happened

but ending 2007 with entering NS is sure good....haa...
11 DEC 2007.....the day i enter the Singapore Police Force....
So far so good....training sometimes tough sometimes easy..
thats bout all la.

ushering in the new year was indeed fun.....
firstly had family dinner at Lau pa Sat....
when we arrived, there was a lot of people.....
and we needed chairs of course...
beside us there was this family who had an extra chair, and on it was a plastice bag
and my sis asked them whether we can have the chair,
and their answer?
'oh its not that we do not want to give the chair, theres cooked food inside the plastic, we cannot put on the floor, u can asked from somewhere else what....'
Flabberghasted!!totally unreasonable!....
like they can put in on bthe table right...
like for the next 10 mins or so...my family were bitching bout them...like who cares'..

and then, family went for Durian at geylang.....
and i went to meet azpirasians..
we had fun...
alot of waiting and waiting...
and finally caught the firewerks.....
and then more waiting to get out of the carpark...
and then in the car, was harrased by that damn faiz.....damn him!
and then we disturb some banglas...
and thanks to amer....we did not play bowling...at all...
and then we went to siglap to eat...
and then off to changi...to visit some old commander house or what...
which faiz claim he saw a head after that....rolling...(perhaps thinking of bowling too much)
and lastly to pasir ris to relax and to see sunrise(supposedly)
but in the end we went home coz everyone was tired
reached home 6.30 am.....
and of to bed straight.

what a new year 2008.....
and im hoping for more........
and this is my first post in 2008.

the camp

2007-12-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

Ok.....The weekend was great......

Azpirasian Camp at Changi beach 7 - 8 DEC 07

Starting from Thursday...the preparation day....till Sat..

Thurday - met up with Amer, Fyqa and Afiq....buy all the food stuffs at

Serangoon Sheng Shiong....Chill out at Amer's house..after that with Fifi

Prepare all the bbq stuffs....chicken fish prawns squids.....

Haa....

Then on Fri itself...meet The Kambing first...Nat...at Pasir ris..

had dinner at BK..

Then...we were told to take bus 89....then we cud not find bus 89...funny

after asking...ouh...must take from the bus stop outside...

Reach there...quite slack coz still need to wait for the others to reach...

After bout 9...people started to come.....and then the fun starts.....

Played Pepsi cola 123...haa.....opening game....then

it was sitting down with Cikgu...for story-telling sessions..Sharing our views and visons for ourselves...Nice experience....

Then it was....Food time!started the BBQ......EAT EAT

then after that....some of them went on to fish....
while a group of us played games....

Concentration game....

Amer with his Uhh..babyyyy.........

Nisha with her I loike.....and etc etc.....

hahah..

Soon after......people started to get tired.....but i was not really la..

then i did not sleep at all for the whole night.....
and in the morning.....the instructors had some sessions.....

techniques......expression...feelings....etc etc....was fun also...except i was already so sleepy....

ahah...

Arnd afternoon.....it was Home sweet home....had a nap

before goin for practice at CC....

REACHED 5.30....

NO ONE ELSE WAS ARND...

arnd 6 plus then people started coming in....

the seniors had to practice for thier show next week..

while the juniors had the session with Cikgu......learning the Basics...

learning how to create movements and feelings....and to throw away the shyness...

AND....my last training before i serve the country....

its 2 more days!

i will miss the people.....but luckily it is not really for long...

coz im gonna come back in two weeks time....for next prac.

Azpirasi,i love.haa

Thursday....pushed to the ground and still smiling
inside the tent
posing while doin work
ayu
getting ready to sleep

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2007-12-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

Continue..........

The the next day did nothing much....
and then came Friday, 30th Nov 07
Met up with the Sec school Frens.....
First up met Dee,Dzul N Saliman...
went to Sitex....Tech Expo at Spore Expo....
look at the cameras....ok...now its set...Dee and I
We are goin to buy Canon Ixus 70.....
in three to four months....haha...
Then we set of to Vivo to meet Liana.....who was already waiting for us...
We went to eat at The Chicken Rice Shop...not too bad the food....
After that, crapping and talking and laughing all the way...
It was Liana maiden vivit to Vivo and what a surprise!
It was actually Vivo's First Year Anniversary
We ended the night watching the Spectacular Firewerks....
and even on our way home,we could not stop laughing in the MRT..
HAHA...HAD FUN WITH THEM.

Then on Sat....i went Jogging with Chun And Hid...
wake up super early in the morning...
Jof from tech whye to Gmbak stadium
and then 5 more rounds around the stadium..
i felt good..
after so long never run..
In the evening, Dance practice as usual....
it was fun also...new people...
but somehow, that night.....i wasnt feeling right...
after practise suddenly dun feel good..
i myself do not why i was feeling so down and so...
but never mind....i was ok after a few days...

so yea...
so today met up with yati and fidah..
went to eat dinner...at Banquet
this was actually for so called meeting the before i go ns..
which is good...
aha..
and then last min watch
30 days of night....
which was kinda boring...haa
waiting for the food
4 silly people
smile...
the many sides of us
the splendid fireworks

p.s.thanks to DEE for the last two pics..

2007-12-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

Last tues....29th Nov 07...went to esplanade

with the poly gals again...yes i was the only guy again...

celebrated Hid bdae...

hahah....

we had so much laughter....lots of catching up....

we actually went to Makan Sutra to eat and

the bdae girl cut the cake...

Cake was from Chocz.....it was nice...very chocolathy

ahha...after that...we had cup corn....and was talking and talking....

and then we ended the night with a boat ride...

it was nice...haha...thanks to wan fern who sponsored the ride...ahaha Blow blow......
Happily Eating
Cup Corns Galore
Drunk eating cup corn
Boat Ride on Singapore River

2007-11-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

I really haven been doin much the past few days....
so bored
i want to blog, but i do not have anything to blog about.
so yea....
i think thats it.
hahaa

end of the busy period

2007-11-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

Ok....I'm officially free from the stress- free World...

no more Shows......

Now is the time to really relax

and relax...haiz...but its not really that fun doin nothing

I dread it so much coz all those negative feelings will come again

but put that aside...

Updates bout whats been happening the Past Week

ok first of all....

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thurday...had prac...

For the Friday Show on 23rd Nov 07...

Ok...at first i thought we were like goin to perform a big group of people...like something important

Then....actually we were suppose to perform for the staffs....

while they are having their lunch and dinner

hahahha!

so we thought

Wow...we had a show at Grand Hyatt Hotel.................Staff's Cafeteria....hahaha..funny

nevermind la....

After that...we went for sheesha...at Arab Street

oklah...i know its worst than smoking....

and im contradicting myself....always say people but i ended up doing the same thing

hahaa....but not too bad la..

Me Afiq Haizad Fadz ,Met Abg Rizal there with the gals...i forgot their names...then Kak Shidah and Abg Azrin joined later.....we had fun...played games....had Riddles...Lame ones...

and after that...had headache...haha...

share cab with the guys...and reach hme...straight to bed..

Then Saturday 24th Nov 07......Deepavali Show.....

ok....not bad...except again for few glitches here and there...haiya...normal for me la...

Early2 already make mistake...haha..nevermind...

hey whats this..im really typing in bad english

never mind...u all understand ryte...

had fun la...

after this have to wait for couple of onths before can have shows again...

Ns soon!

..below pics from both shows.....enjoyzing yea! posing before the show

pakcik story telling
Iilya Tini Look closely...i look like a sixteen year old kid haha

fadz and abg rizal
high
always ready to smile I look so shagged
'aku nampak babi hutan!sepuluh lagi!' roughly la.... Ayu posing
Lift
Car
Nisha Fifah
the artists and the make up artist and the hairstylist

whatever

2007-11-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

Today had nothing to do....

Just had prac in the late afternoon

Ok...last min got show this coming Fri...outside show...

and now had to memorise dance steps within 2 days!

Zapin somemore....

and then Saturday also got show....then have yet to memorise...

Joget and Inang... cannot even memorise the positions

well....shall see tomorrow...how la...

Have to practice like mad...

haha...but anxiousness put aside....

im quite excited for this shows...haha

coa it will my last shows before NS.

as for today....after practising for a little while..

then watch XPD TARI...practise for the DEC show

im just hoping that i won't mess up tomorrow....

HOPEFULLY Nothing to do...what else take pic la!
Us again

madness

2007-11-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

The other day, which was last Fri
Azpirasians went to support Haizad at NYP
eraya 07...
Show was good...had much needed fun joy and laughter haha
but it wad too long though....2 and a half fours of show and half hour of seating and waiting for it to start....lucky good show
then after that....suddely only left me ,nat and solehin
we actually wanted to go makan...
and we walk all the way to AMK hub...along the way we took pics..

solehin decided to take a quick nap while nat decided to do tai-chi
smile

and solehin realise he only had half hour more to catch the last bus...then heartbreakingly, we had to part...haha!left me with nat, we decided to go....ok lets say this out together again!

RASA RASA FOOD FIESTA RESTAURANT

for supper.....
upon reaching there

as we reached like around midnight....nat was already complaining of not feeling too well

had mind(head) and stomach aches

below is how she look like..she looked as if she wanted to die...

but then we ordered food and we ate

Coz she could not take it anymore, she took a taxi home and i got a free ride.hehz

she apperead fine the next day though

done.

2007-11-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

so tired...
had practice
ok apparently
got new members
so we had the warm up session
where its tyme to get all the muscles sore
and prac
was hell for me
both ju and me are the blurrest couple..
blur+blur=sotong
and somehow everybody kind of got the blur virus
hahaa...
and shows next week!
only one more prac to go....
dun like this last min thingy
not much time to prepare
just hope i wun make more blunders
then after that
went to
ok lets say it out together!
RASA RASA FOOD FIESTA RESTAURANT!
at Marsiling for supper...
ten of us...
chat eat chat eat
then tumpang nisha go home
ok BYE.

reflections

2007-11-14T06:00:00.000+08:00

Its been a really busy few months.....from fasting month -taking care of bazaar, Hari raya Outings,practices,open houses, practices,perjumpaan raya...pesta raya.....damn!thats alot of things!

Finally, i can really sit down and sip coffee...hehz...
Nope, Finally can rest a bit and update this blog ....hehz...
But now that i'v got nothing to do....suddenly..there's a feeling of emptiness...
Actually, i like it when i have so much to do....it allows me to be busy and not think of other unimportant stuffs.....but now i dread it so much...coz all those dreaded feelings will just come and eat me up...

I realised that my life is fake.....on the outside i may appear cheerful,lame or whatsoever, but i know it not what it is.Theres just so much for me to handle and i have bottling it all up in me...i just simply refuse to let it all out.....what problems i may be facing, thats up to me to keep it to myself.....till now, i can still take it...but who knows in the near future??
the future is so uncertain....

but all i can say is that, i do still think that life must be a positive one....and i will just live each day as it is...and not think of any whatsoever crap.....it can be done...i've been doin it for almost the entire of my life....

someday...my happy day will come
or maybe not..

who knows.?

Happy Raya

2007-10-27T11:00:00.000+08:00

After like so long...im back yet again...

So it was Hari Raya...

So Happy Hari Raya to All...

Yes i know abit too late...but its still raya month...LOL

Below are pics from Azpirasi Raya Outing

Shuk, Fidah, Amer
Zizi, Riri
Riri, Fifi, Qiqi
The Jantan Jogets

Well it was a happy day.....

2007-08-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hellos To all.....
Once again.....
I'm Back!..after a 3 weekS+ hiatus......
Well....I did not go anywhere......just that...i could not blog
As i did not have any NET CONNECTION....
sO YEA....
LiFE is pretty much mundane now.....as i absolutely have nothing to do
Well....technically, i have something to do which is helping my mum
Make all those ribbons Ketupats for Hari rAYA bAZAR.....
But i'm just plain lazy to do it....
Im SORRY mum, i knoe You ARE SO DAMN PISSED WITH ME...

but i just cant help it....
I cannot stand being at home, neither can i go out
because goin out means using oney
And money is something which does not drop from the sky for me.....
So, i have to stay put at home.....
I can fall into depression.......luckily got dance twice a week
Even so, i have been feeling rather disturbed recently....
well i guess i cant help myself now....
I have a feeling that i am actually drifting away and away from the real me....
How should i put it?

I dread being so emo....but i cannot help it...
My life seriously, is a shit!~
But sometimes i do not care what people say and i choose not to care

I do not know what Im talking about...actually....

Neways Have a Great weekend to All.

PS.....I kNOW u are confused reading this post...Don't Worry.I am TOO

2007-08-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

Heys heys...
After so many days of slacking at home and rotting,
Today woke early morning just to go to CMPB
For final medical review before i enlist for NS
Went there and then the Doc gave me a Pes B
Hahaha....told me i should not worry because the wound would have healed
Once i go NS....HAHA
Good lor...
Haiya.....went out early morning only to come back before afternoon and started this post
haha...so in 3 months time i will enlist for NS lor...
no more slacking....
ahhaa...right now
I will just wait and wait for the letter lor.

2007-07-25T06:30:00.000+08:00

Almost one week i did not blog.....

Maybe i did not have the time or i am just plain lazy to blog..

Hehz

But hey...somehow...lately...

im beginning to ponder over my life...

what isit that i really want??

I guess im really really unsure...

I think i should just live my life by the day...

But at the same time, i don't really want to be stuck in a life of uncertainty..

But never mind..leave me to ponder regarding these issues...
Neway...some updates la ...

I knoe this might come a liitle to late to share...but..neways....the pics for the

Rewang Nak Tari Show at Vict Theatre on 8JULY07

As i said earlier...it was a blast...and so yea..here are the pics Eqa
Mazlan
Nat and Ju
Me and ayu In a moment of narcissism..while Kak roza busy touching up
Azpirasi Afiqah and Mazlan

Me and Afiqah

The girls busy altering the corsets
Rehearsal time!

All ready for show..

boring

2007-07-19T07:50:00.000+08:00

Today
Yet again....
A boring day for me....
Slacking at home.....
My MC is only like 23 days.....i wonder
How those who can go on MC for like 2, 3 months or half a year!
But as for me, whether i have an MC or not, it makes no difference!
Coz im not working or schooling.......hahahha
But neway....

Yesterday, i went to watch Harry
Got to say...this time round, it's not really that exciting....
Like what Feeza says, mediocre only....but overall still ok....
Neway, i need to find a job soon....anyone, if you have any job offerings
Do tell me yea!

2007-07-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

Rest

The for letter word that i have been getting the past few days..

haha

Ok...i've rested enough i think

It's so tiring resting....really...

But nevermind...its ok..

So, last friday, i had visitors who came and visit me at home....
So nice of them actually, coming all the way to my Ulu home....

Hehz, but nevermind they make my day....

We had fun at my house, laughing and chit chatting all the way

And even staying until so late at noght...to be exact 11.20pm

Life with them would not be mundane...

To Best friend Hani, Good friend Ridani and of of course Founders Four mates, Dee, Feeza and Hazwan

Thank You for visiting me at home and all the well wishes......

It great to know that i have such great friends u know....

well....yea...till i am well again, we all go out ok.... Hani

Feeza and Dee

As for Sat, i had nothing mush to do except we went to Nenek's house...

Since it was her birthday....went there and catch up with all the aunties and uncles...

Again, crazy bunch....i just love my family and relatives....they are all so cheerful

and i really had a lot of laughs over there.....and of course

The house were also noisy from all the little ones and kids.....

Boy i have many nieces and nephews and also cousins....

Birthday Girl with the kids(some are not inside)plus Cik Zali and Cik Zizah

As on Sunday, just went to a Wedding and yea after that

Went to Courts, Mum wanted to buy a Dining table,woohoo
Since our house did not have any

And had final Dinner at banquet before heading home....

The Wedding.....My Mum Made this Pulut Kuning!....

2007-07-14T02:45:00.000+08:00

Two important dates in July
8th july- Rewang Nak Tari show at Victoria theatre
10th july- Operation

So after like 2 months or so of practicing and training
and after tonnes of sweats and overcoming nerves
finally it was the Big night!
Both traditional and contemporary dance went well...thought there were some
minor glitches
Rewang Nak Tari was awesome!....before going on stage...we all acted a bit crazy
and when on stage, i felt the adrenaline rush....yea..i felt it...haha!
And i just enjoy myself and the feeling was really different when im at practice and when im
performing for the show itself...it was just good la...its definitely a good and great experience.
well after this will be sometime before i start dancing again...i really hope it will be soon.....
It was a night filled with fond memories....

PS: PICS WILL BE UPLOADED SOON YEA.......MEANWHILE WATCH THE VIDEOS AT NAT'S SITE http://virsui.multiply.com/video THANKS TO NAT!

And two days after that. it was time for my operation.....i did not feel nervous at all
went in the morning, and off i went straight to the operating theatre after some admin stuffs.
When i went under the anesthetia(eh correct spelling or not?)...i just felt really sleepy, it really felt that my lungs died!...but the next moment, the nurses woke me.
MOHAMMED SHUKRI...WAKE UP WAKE UP...OPERATION OVER....
and i was still bit dizzy and sleepy and drowsy....ahaha
so i slept in the recovery room for like 4 hours plus before being transferred to the normal ward....
one night of stay at the hospital and now im back and well enough to blog!
Thanks to all of you who wishes for my speedy recovery and those who visited...really appreciate it very much...and till next time!

hehz.

2007-07-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

As usual...Since i quitted my job, my life has pretty much become Lifeless..hehz
But yea, neway Yesterday, 4th July, had combined rehearsal with all the other groups for
Rewang Nak Tari Show...haiz...again....did not dance very well cause of the nerves..
Forget some steps and miss some countings and dance very funnily-i thought
I was supposed to have fun like what Cikgu says
But i forgot to have fun coz the mind was too occupied with the steps
And also with people looking, i just cant focus!
But tomorrow, i've decided, I should have fun!
And heck care about other people!
But over here i may say this,
But tmr, it will be a different story
But yea, hopefully i will have fun cause i want to!
SO YEA, WISH ME LUCK!

2007-07-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

I don't really have the mood to blog today.....
OK done

2007-07-02T14:00:00.000+08:00

Last night....was super tired, did not even have the mood to update
I'm like still so tired and i feel that i'm gonna fall sick anytime soon
But
That cant happen!
Coz i cannot be sick!
I need all the energy for this coming weekend performance!
But neway, yesterday dance practice was so-so, cikgu still wants us to dance with more feelings
and i thought practice was ok but also at the same time, it was nerve-wrecking
I still feel i need to let loose and relax, coz i was like shivering all the time
My hands were trembling like nobody's business and i hate that
And having sweaty palms doesn't help either...
Haiz...
So neway, yesterday slept quite late,
Helped mum with the Pulut Kuning Stuffs
Then today had to wake up early coz we need to go to Johor to send the Pulut Kuning
(the pulut kuning is like a wedding cake actually-malay style)
A wedding going on there..
Anyway, when we reached there, i immediately help mum to decorate the Pulut
and of course all those aunties, makciks and all started to kepo-kepo
ahah...funny i thought.
So, stayed at Johor for a while, until bout 3 and finally we headed home.
Reached home, i ate and ate cause i realise i did not eat at the Wedding
Dad bought Durian also..ahaha
After that i fell asleep!
Woke up with an itchy throat...
Chat with fadz for a while..
and then i did this post.
Hah!

TGIF

2007-06-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

What a Friday!
Today went out with sis...a bro and sis outing..haha!
Yea so today had to go to ICA building to extend my passport
Since on Sunday i need to go to Johor...
Sis's friend helped me with the extention...saves waiting time!
And then after that, went to mum's shop for a while...
Mum wanted us to buy A4 paper, but we could not find any along the way...
Neway right after that,me and sis head straight to Vivo to watch a movie
She had the Gold class ticket, but one tix cost like freakin 30 bucks!!
Since the gold class show was like 1 am in the mornin,
We decided just to watch the normal show cause its like still cheaper to but 2 normal tickets than one gold class ticket!
Hah!
Yea. we watched Transformers!!
Good show, 2 hours plus, but overall.i like!!haha
Then took bus home...Again fell asleep...and woke up with a stiff neck
Haha!
Then i think thats my day today!
Now i wanna go bathe!

2007-06-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!
Today is 28th June 2007
Bought the new Phone!
Nokia 5700!
With the 100 bucks I found in my wallet!
YayNESS!
The night before, i was like so restless....keep tossing around in bed
After i log off from msn, it was 2 am, after turning and tossing around
and the thinking that i slept for a long time,
I woke up again just to find out that its only been an hour of sleep!3am!
Hehz!All this because of Nokia 5700
I do not know why i'm so excited abaout this phone..haha
But yea, after that, i was able to go to La la Land...
And yea, woke up early just to go buy the phone...because apparently its the last two days of offer!
And so, took the bus with Sis, then took another bus to Vista Point
When i reached, the shop was still not open, waited and waited and then it opened!
I was the first customer..hehz...bought the phone and went home...
Bro was jealous i got a new phone, but somehow, i was unhappy
Coz, supposedly its a new phone, but it shut off twice....hmm...and
I went to Nokia centre, the person say i need to upgrade...
???
Like what the hell....just bought it and then need to upgrade ....but i shall wait for a while
Cause it seems like now is a busy period for Nokia Centre
So after that, went to Sis's workplace at Home Fix
And i ate her leftover Mee Goreng...and had a short nap!
Met up with Polymates, Rainie and Wanfern for short project discussion
Which i thought was so unnecessary...but oh wells...
Then rainie treat me to BK! and after that
Took 961...yea i think it was 961....
Was a super long bus ride and what else!i slept most of the time..hehz...
and yea!
Yayness for today!!

hmmm..

2007-06-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hey all
So yea....It was another boring day at home
And i had nothing to do again
Except doing the same things like yesterday..
But today had practice at Yew Tee CC and met up
Mazlan first at Woodlands, then Afiq and Ayu at Yew Tee
Then head down to CC,and i was like super hungry
Bought Spaghetti boloignaise(eh is that the correct spelling??)hahaah whatever la
And keypo Mazlan also bought the same things...busybody sey
Then around 8pm then Cikgu came and then we start practice
Contemporary first....i like doin contemp
but at the same time, its kinda tiring, but its tiring in a fun way!
Cikgu did some changes and then yea, told me i still have to buck up
And do my steps with feelings all that...
So yea, after that we did Traditional......
So after that, head down to Macs to have burger, Double cheeseburger to be exact
Aha...filling to the max!
Oh yea, then today at the seven eleven, I found 100 bucks in my wallet!
Like boy was i surprised!..since when?where did it came from??
I don't even remember, but hopefully i can buy something which i want with that money
WOOHOO! I'M HAPPY!AHAHA

2007-06-27T14:15:00.000+08:00

Hey
Today was yet another boring day at home...
Like after so long of working and dancing
Finally had all the time in the world
AND i did not knoe what to do with all the free time
Hmmm
So today was like watching tv, eating, and of course stoning away...
Its really boring, i can die of boredom, but on the other hand, i need this break
Have been coming home late and so yea, its slacking week this week!
And so coming rite up is of course Rewang Nak Tari
kinda nervous, cause theres other groups performing...
Well i just have to step up and just enjoy myself i guess
Since this will be my last performance...
Tmr prac
and im gonna enjoy myself!

2007-06-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

This will be my entry for the whole month of June....since i have not been blogging for so long.

And its not my fault, There was no internet, so i cant blog...muahaha

Neway yea.......So this are the updates....only some, not all...i dont have that many updates,after all my life is boring.

3rd and 5th June 2007 - Asean show at Singapore Police Day Parade and Aseanapol 2007

16th June 2007 - Mini birthday celebration for me by fellow Azpirasians

Eh, Only two updates...nevermind, as long as my blog is updated.haha

3rd June 2007 - Police day parade 2007 - Singapore Indoor Stadium

Police Day Parade was the second show for me with Azpirasi Dance group. It was held at Singapore Indoor Stadium. I had fun! haa...so here are the pics!

5th June 2007 - Aseanapol 2007 - University Cultural Centre

So yea...thats all for Asean Show!

16th June - My birthday,celebrated by fellow Azpirasians, Haha

I officially turned 20 on this day, but i do not feel 20 at all!.perhaps, i just behave like a 20 month old...haha...neway thanks to everybody who was there!

Happy vesak Day

2007-06-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Vesak Day to all............!okok...maybe not to all ok...
Aniway...as today was a public holiday,i just took a short holiday at home...stayed at home the whole day cause i have not been doing so as im always busy with work and dance practice..and coming home late every night just makes me more lethargic and tired most of the time.
So today i was just slacking at home and did a little bit of spring cleaning in my room.
Seriously my room was like a storeroom(it still is),but now its way much better after i cleaned it up...when will be the day when i can upgrade my room a little....ahah.somebody please give me money or at least sponsor to renovate my room..aha
OK IM CRAPPING ALREADY

Aniway, now for the serious stuff, finally after thinking and not being sane fow a few weeks, i was able to let go of something that wasn't meant to be now...to dearest somebody, thank you for being so understanding and i think without it i don't think we could have made that decision.
Once again, thanks very much. I really appreciate it very very much....the tolerance you had was just tremendous.

And although we may have made that decision, i do hope that everything will just be normal and we will still be good friends.

after a long break

2007-05-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

SOME OF THE GANG

THE KOPISOH AKA WANFERN

THE PARENTS AND THE SON

OK Im updating!!!Finally....after a long break....i managed to blog again....It's been a while since i blogged.Firstly stupid blogger don't allow me to blog...then my internet connection went off(it is still off btw),then yea...can't blog. So i'm using this opportunity to blog while i can!

So recently, i don't really have much to say bout my life...lets just go straight to recent events that happened!....well yesterday attended the graduation ceremony at school....kinda boring....lol...the fun part was only picture-takings after the whole thing.lol....had fun during poly years and i can't believe its truly over...ahhaa....well well.....neway yea...some pics of the event kaez...till again...

AND YEA....MORE PICS LATER...BLOGGER CRAZY UH....

Nuthing unusual

2007-05-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

Nuthing unusual
This is the only place where i can freely write down what im thinking
but usually what im thinking does not make it here
cause to me it's a private matter
and it does not matter if anione knows
so read it
but don't ask
what
why
cause i myself do not have
the answer.
back to happy stuffs!
i've decided.....i just want to be happy now..and i
I WILL

PHOTOS

2007-05-08T02:45:00.000+08:00

Neway just some new pics which i wanna share

Wwait A miNUTE

2007-05-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

I do not know how i should be feeling....
There are some things which i wonder....
Did i?
Should i?
Haiz......
I hope all is well....
but i just cant help it...
Perhaps....
I want to
but i don't think so..
It will not be Fair
Haiz...

hmm

2007-05-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

The past few days were kinda same routine again....it was just dance again...yet again...and then went home....hmm...then today at work haiz...next sun is mother's day...the manager won't even allow the staffs to work 10-5 only...insist that we must work full.hello?like we have no mother isit...i was kind of pissed off...i mean we are working part time what...and it's already good that we stll wanna work even for half day...and then keep insisting that not enough staffs..hmm
Ok well...today i just want to reflect what i have done in my life so far.......................
Actually the recent things that have been happening in my life seems to be smooth sailing....but i am still unsure cause there are still uncertainty in my mind and i do not know or rather i just want to keep it to myself cause i don't think by telling anybody, it will help much.
I am just thinking and thinking...hm...well i shall not say more...I need time to reflect again...but i can tell that im happy...yeap...
But still i could not help it...
Maybe i will find the answer...maybe i will not...

ahaha

2007-05-02T02:59:00.000+08:00

Just the other day my friend said that my blog like so chinese,i don't get him la...i think cause i wrote my posts with alot of lahs and lors...perhaps.
ahaah..
aniway.....so yeap...today was the official day...and im darn happy...
Gosh...its like been so long since i had this kind of feelings....kinda good and im quite elated.
Aniway...i hope it will stay strong...and u fellows out there...u will know sooner or later what im talking bout k...hahah
and yea...today went for practice early cause fadz wanted to teach that baju biru guy the singapore dance steps.lol...ahah..his name actually amer la...what la only fadz
neway yea...can say its almost finish...today's practice can say quite tiring cause had to repeat and repeat the dance...ahah...but its quite enjoyable...then after that was lepak time...went to expo...kak rosza wanted to see see la...getting married mah...and after that had burger ramly with fadz and afiq...at woodlands...damn hungry la...lol...after that...wah kenyang(full) banget sih!

elated

2007-05-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

What are the things that make u happy...............?
I realised that happiness is something that u go for......u find happiness and without it u be lonely..
i was once afraid to pursue my own happiness just because i was afraid...afraid of not being able to commit to it...but i think...i should give it a try...without trying...i would not even know...
so here i am...for now...i found my happiness and i am happy...could not stop smiling and at work all i was thinking of was my happiness....okok...never mind if u don not really understand....but hey
yesterday we celebrated fazli's birthday eating nasi ayam penyet....ahah....funny la he...but yea..fun gang to hang out with....and yea after that was slacking time at suntec city Fountain Of Wealth(or according to ayu, the Fortune of Wealth) ahahaha....lol..
ok
so yea today went to werk as usual...and lots of people for lunch and dinner was full house...but still we managed to finish quite early....ad so yea...!

The show and more practice story

2007-04-29T01:59:00.001+08:00

Aniway...hi and hey to all......ok i do not know why i am feeling like so happy and feeling overjoy....i mean theres no reason to what...and i think i may have recover a lot after feeling sick for the past week....and suddely i got this whole of energy and i feel quite good...lol...though i think i still look dead at some times...but aniway....have not been blogging for the past few days cause i had no mood...but now i got mood!ahha....
neway....on friday....27th april....went to watch Teater Tari Era show....to me it was good....i mean im still raw in this dance scene and i actually like the whole show la...maybe perhaps the contemp part was a bit draggy at some parts but overall still good la..can say that its an eye-opener for me...cause i envy all their moves and how they can dance nicely...it really inspire me to do better when im dancing.....and i aspire to be like these dancers but i still have a long way to go la....my dancing also like what....and so yea...just today sat...again we had dance practice...we practice the contemp dance and i think the steps are all there already but of course it means more practice for me again...ahahha...i felt good actually today...don't know why also...and after thats had supper with my family at al-ameen woodlands...haiz after so much deliberation...thats the place we go in the end cause we could't find anywhere else to go and eat....ahakz...had maggi goreng summore...neway so yea...i think i have nuthing more to write.ahaha....and of course some pics of friday...i just got some pics from ju...aha..so yea...just got three pics..ahaha

some of us

senyum kambingz
the 'always complain tired' Ju

Dance prac

2007-04-26T03:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i had work and again i was the cashier,but it was quite busy during lunch compared to Monday. I only worked for 5 hours and after that it as off to dance. By then, i thought that i should be well enough but no, i was still sick with the runny nose and cough. It was quite tiring coughing cause each time i cough, i feel as if my whole throat is going to come off.aha...Today, i decided to sleep a little longer to see if i could get well...but no...i went to the kitchen and found the cough syrup...ahha...after so many days then i found it...took it and felt a sudden relief cause it made my throat cool for a minute...a bit better though but i still don't feel good...later on there's still dance practice...wahah

boring day

2007-04-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

Monday..april 23....went to work as usual...but went in at 1pm....today was rather slack cause there were not many customers and i was the cashier today....trainee cashier...haha!it was kinda boring....and my sickness got slightly better but not fully...still feeling not too good but not so bad....neway...i don't have anything much to blog today la...treat this as a random post ok.ahaha

sick again

2007-04-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

Today sunday april 22.....i had gone to work feeling not too well la....and when i reached my workplace...as per normal lor...did not feel too good....wanted to go home actually...but i cannot...apparently there was no staffs....not enough...and so i cannot go back...as usual there were alot of people both for lunch and for dinner.....dinner especially...the waiting list was so long...but apparently, we got disgruntled customers who cannot wait for their turn and keep complaining....and complaining....hello...its a buffet....like we know when the customers will finish eating...cannot understand ah...sometimes i just cant understand humans la...funny creatures....and so the waiting list were cut short because they all cancelled their bookings...they were angry...but who cares right?they never come in more good...less work to do....well well...as i was feeling not too good...my manager told me i could go home at 9pm....i managed to finish up my sidework first....at least the other staffs won't have to do alot of stuffs....and i was quite happy to go back and rest...but apparently i am not resting cause i am writing this post...haha!when i reached home i told mum i was sick...and she chided me...'.see...when is your rest day??..if you are not working,u will be at dance practice...how not to fall sick?'well well....what she said was kind of true...i guess i do not have enough rest...but this blogging is a must la everyday....so there are stories to entertain u guys...lol...and so yea...(and btw im sneezing and coughing as i write this post)ahah,..and tomorrow i working again ...so hopefully by tomorrow morning i will be well again....till tomorrow!

dance prac

2007-04-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

Today saturday....21st april 2007........i only had dance practice.....at 6 plus....and the rest of the day before that was spent rotting at home...and i was like slacking and sleeping and waking up late coz its the only time which i can sleep like a pig.i was also like trying to memorise the dance steps at home...and then at dance practice...again again...i felt like a totally stupid idiot....really sia....i am like totally blur king...blur sotong and really i could not even get simple steps right....i just cannot get it la...i also don't know why sia....when will be the day when my steps are perfect.......i'll be wating for that day....quite demoralise a bit la...cause like it is supposed to be easy steps...if easy steps i could not get...i cannot imagine the difficult ones....i feeling kinda down because of this....Its been nearly 3 months i join...Azpirasi...and i seriously feel that i should do my best..what else...more practice...at home i do practice...but i do not know whether what i practice is right or not...so yea...well well...never mind la...i don't think i will give up on this...and i will not...hope that i will be better as the time goes.....

no tiltle la

2007-04-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

I am back with yet another day of stories...ahaha......Friday....20 th april 2007........ahaha...oh well today i was supposed to start work at 10am la...ahaha...but in the end i woke up at 10.45!and what else...panic.....lucky ar that manager allowed me to come in at 12 instead...haha....her reaction was like...what only...i say i woke up late...and she replied..(awak ar...pandai only ar...pandai only ar...)and i was like?of course la...im pandai what...ahaha...ok...its lame la...i knoe...so yea...today alot of people at work la...but mostly its the secondary school kids la...irritating bunch sia....actually i don't like when students come and eat lehz...they make a whole lot of noise and they dirty the place!what the F***ing hell la......(censored ar)ahha...then one group kena scolded by my manager...aha serves them rite..play with eggs somemore...like i know la...students la...but i don't remember myself acting like them lehz...like babboons sey....(eh is that the correct spelling)ahaha....well well...then the manager had to comment some of us do work slowly la....what la....haiyo....not many people after that what....so of course do work slow la....kancheaong spider for what right....and then neway went for dance prac after that.......at PA again....do the Asean practice....ahah...today was quite all right la...haiyo...i remember the steps la...but sometimes i forgot which steps come first after each one...ahah....confuse sia...but nevermind....oh yea.....then had drink at IMAM...24HRS restaurant...which apparently have maggi as their main menu!ahah....maggi goreng la maggi soup la...aha....no la...kiddin...but to get the maggi wah wait long sey.hakz...neawa then after that....share cab with nisha....she pay la....coz i had no money...what la... and then i started to blog this post la...ahaha

Blogging day!

2007-04-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

Aniway.....what is it in life that makes u happy?....whats the ultimate thing?what isit that u want to achieve in life?As for me...i want to achieve so many things right now la.....
I want to be good boy...hhaaha...ok no la...i just want to achieve success in every thing i do...but now it seems that some of the things like not goin on too well....i must step up la.....haiz...
but neways...i think the first few lines are so random...ahaha
neways...today april 19 thurday..............work again....full shift....now i feel rite my life is all about work work and more work....no work...then have dance prac....wah that one lagi more stress....got shows coming up....i dun knoe whether i can make it or not...but but....im sure with hard work and perseverance(is that the correct spelling?)aahaha....i may be able to step it up....its just that i need to make put in more effort and yea practice more lor.....ok...so back to work....lunch time was super slack la.........and it was almost boring.....but dinner time....wah...sey....almost full house la...super busy.....customers keep coming in....wonder why they love to eat dinner...when its more expensive....no..i wonder why they like seoul garden food....its not really that nice what...ahaha!neway....after that did closing all that....and my manager decided to have make baked bread with cheese and egg....what only....bread with cheese and egg for supper??ahaha...lol....but she funny la....today was her good mood day...so its ok....and then just walk home la...ahaha....thats my day today la.....tmr one more long day...plus practice!!ok....till tmr then i shall blog again....

PS.....tO Feeza and Julaiha.....and whoever...i updated my blog ok...!

Back to blogging!haha

2007-04-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

Oh my...its been eleven days(11 days) since i blogged!!ahaha
well what to do...internet kena cut la...haha
so cannot blog la...haha
well well....since i just start to blog...Again....actually nuthing really new la...except im just like quite stress with dance...coz i need to put in extra effort...other than that....nuthing la....ahaha....so maybe tmr i will blog...haha

again work full shift

2007-04-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

WELL...its Good friday today(6/7/07 )and guess wat...super alot of people la today!ahaha...well well...but nevermind la....nuthing interesting today also so yea....
Im gonna write about something else...............
Why are matters of the Heart so complicated....rite from the start and during it...and also after it ends...why ah....haiz...
the thing is that its fun knowing that u can click with some people and hope that something better willl come out of it but sometimes im just too afraid to make the move.why ah?i also do not know....maybe one day i will know the answer but really its been bugging me....but acually have thought of some ways to tackle this problem.....but lets just wait and see....

Customers....complain complain complain..crazy

2007-04-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today(5th April 07).....neway since all i do is work and work...i shall talk bout work today.......Today was not bad la...got new person came in ....from Myanmar...Sandi her name....well well show her some usual practice at work...ahaha....no la the jobscope i mean...quite quiet la she....well well just like me la...when first start work also shy shy...wah lau(cannot carry sey)hahah.....but now super crazy...eh no la..im not that crazy...ok ok only....neway i was the runner la today....then i din not tell the manager that the chilli sauce had finished....i mean i wanted to tell leh...but somehow i forgot....ok la..i was sorry ok......then during dinner...got one customer was not happy that the chilli sauce had finished....I mean!seriously!chilli sauce only what...ok so it was the Korean Chilli sauce...so??can die isit if never take the korean chilli sauce....and then go on and on la....say pay 17.99++ and no korean chilli sauce,ah and the cashier never inform la....this la that la.......haiyo...so like what sia...got other things also what...WTH..........Don't tell me they just came and pay so much just to eat chilli sauce...wah lau....neway...yea...i just cant help it la...customers nowadays ah...so demanding...Wth...neway yea...so yea...thats for today la...ahah...till tomorrow ok...aha