Posted on:Friday, December 25, 2009
Posted at: 3:15 PM
So on xmas day, i am at home now... Since i don't celebrate it......i have nothing to do...
As usual.....i am really bored. but i did some cleaning and laundry to pass time....
Aniway.... feeling the pinch of disappointment.. but what am i to do...
Doesnt really matter to me now... its quite tiring..
i am just tired and tired and tired of things. please let it change.
Its that time again
Posted on:Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Posted at: 12:41 AM
WELL...... iM BACK TO UPDATING....6 MONTHS LATER... Its that period of time again where i have the mood to blog just because im getting all emo ......and messed up reflecting about my life which to sum it all...means nothing much actually.
Apart from my great family whom i loved... and a few close friends... i feel that i am rather lost actually. or in fact a loner. who only has frens when he has...(if u get it)
Perhaps why i am feeling lousy is that....i know that i am not sociable like everyone else... and i dun have that many frens... because...i am a boring person....and just have a boring attitude
Looking at all my friends....and how they are getting on in in their lives only makes me feel worst... Or is it a transitional period now?...perhaps my friend was right that after my NS.... i WILL feel so shitty that i feel so worthless.....and just freaking tired of life Perhaps......and maybe it will stay on for good....
I just cannot stand the feeling of loneliness and idling doing nothing... Its only been a week plus, close to 2 weeks... and i am already feeling crap....
Is this how is is supposed to be?
I'll just have to wait and see......and whether i have the will to carry on....
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