Posted on:Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Posted at: 1:09 AM
This was supposed to be a happy post cause i just came back from Indonesia and wanted to share some happy moments and experiences and pics that i took... but i guess that have to wait.....
I am actually feeling a little or maybe,very....down... Today i just came across things that i shall say really makes me wonder.... What type of a human being am i?
I ask myself why why why and why? what is actually the reason that i am the way that i am.... and why is it so dificult for me to carry out the things that i want
Firstly,lets just say,
Till now....i just cant find the right time or moment to actually make it happen To those people who might actually know what i am talking about, good for those who doesn't know... just read without asking too much questions... the problem with me is that i am a person who is not good at expressing myself and also, low confidence, and afraid of things that doesnt work out. I know in this kind of things, you need to be thick skinned and just accept whatever the result may be... i lack the courage and im sure....this are just one of the many traits that i have that makes me even question myself more.... knape la kau bodoh sangat shukri
you'll never know unless.......______________ i do not know when... but im pretty sure, when i do, the chances are slim considering the many factors and signs that may or may not directly contribute to it.....(to what i think it is) the situation, the other one and many more..... and i tell myself that i am prepared for anything...... and life goes on after that.... and who knows maybe...it could very well be the other way round??
on a second note,...... there's another issue altogether this i must say, really saddens me...coz i totally dun expect this.... all those labels that i have been slapped with.... its ok..... i just have nothing more to say... i am just speechless and really do not know what to say....
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