Posted on:Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Posted at: 1:09 AM
This was supposed to be a happy post cause i just came back from Indonesia and wanted to share some happy moments and experiences and pics that i took... but i guess that have to wait.....
I am actually feeling a little or maybe,very....down... Today i just came across things that i shall say really makes me wonder.... What type of a human being am i?
I ask myself why why why and why? what is actually the reason that i am the way that i am.... and why is it so dificult for me to carry out the things that i want
Firstly,lets just say,
Till now....i just cant find the right time or moment to actually make it happen To those people who might actually know what i am talking about, good for those who doesn't know... just read without asking too much questions... the problem with me is that i am a person who is not good at expressing myself and also, low confidence, and afraid of things that doesnt work out. I know in this kind of things, you need to be thick skinned and just accept whatever the result may be... i lack the courage and im sure....this are just one of the many traits that i have that makes me even question myself more.... knape la kau bodoh sangat shukri
you'll never know unless.......______________ i do not know when... but im pretty sure, when i do, the chances are slim considering the many factors and signs that may or may not directly contribute to it.....(to what i think it is) the situation, the other one and many more..... and i tell myself that i am prepared for anything...... and life goes on after that.... and who knows maybe...it could very well be the other way round??
on a second note,...... there's another issue altogether this i must say, really saddens me...coz i totally dun expect this.... all those labels that i have been slapped with.... its ok..... i just have nothing more to say... i am just speechless and really do not know what to say....
happy
Posted on:Sunday, March 15, 2009
Posted at: 2:22 PM
Ok...the last few days....basically went out during off days... Thurs met up with Nat to have a Tulang dinner..... at beach road...i like the tulang..very nice and Nat as company, always memorable with her antics..haha....with her tiredness to her plate flying off the table... then off to Bugis to buy stationary but shop was closed so we walk walk abit and then it was off to home as she had to get her work stuffs done.
and Friday...met up with polymates... to the IT FAIR, SINGAPORE'S LARGEST IT FAIR! Haha... super alot of people....squeeze here and there.... And i got myself a Canon camera...like finally after so long like contemplating to buy it,,, and i thought it was a good buy.. ahah... the colour that the friendly salesperson recommended was also nice...and yea i bought hard disks as well one for sis and one for myself..... I dun knoe how much i spend though, Coz before going to It fair went to ICA to extend my passport but was told couldn't extend it as the passport is already 10 years old haha so had to make a new one, lucky can be ready by Monday and yea.. Talking bout Monday...which is tomorrow, Cant wait to go out of the country,though it is only nearby country but nevertheless, cant wait to get out of Singapore to have a break.... looking forward to enjoying myself.....woohoo!
Life.....enjoy it to the fullest!
BREAK
Posted on:Sunday, March 08, 2009
Posted at: 4:18 PM
Just give me a BREAK....................... PERIOD. I FEEL SUFFOCATED. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE QUESTION IS NOT ABOUT WHEN.. BUT RATHER ABOUT WHY?AND MORE WHY?
IT DOESNT MATTER SOONER OR LATER..... JUST GIVE ME A BREAK I NEED IT I DO
NOW DONT TREAT ME LIKE ONE JUST BECAUSE I WAS IT ONCE DOESNT MEAN I WILL BE IT FOREVER..
IT HAS TO CHANGE.... AND I WANT IT NOW
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THE CONCERN BUT ITS BEEN A WHILE...
I AM IRRITATED DO NOT FORCE I DO NOT LIKE...
DON'T WAIT TILL ITS TOO LATE FOR DRASTIC THINGS TO HAPPEN
I WOULD'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN EITHER BUT I CANNOT CONTROL IT THE SIGNS ARE SHOWING AND I AM AFRAID
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
Confused
Posted on:Thursday, March 05, 2009
Posted at: 8:13 PM
Ok...so sTARBucks...do you need a model spokesperson??haha Ok firstly....lets see....last Sunday, I went to meet my best friend, Wanted to cycle at East Coast, but when we reached the bicycle shop It started to rain.... And so cycling was cancelled.... Was just chillin session at The coffee Bean.... Catching up....and talking crap.... We parted and I met Dian For a while...again, just chillin this time at Starbusks..... 2 coffee chains in one day...haha not bad..
Ok..now for something serious... I totally do not understand this whole Saga thing And yes..I am just confused.. And no, I am not faking it And saying that i do not understand... But truth is, I totally do not understand... Makes me ponder....
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