Posted on:Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Posted at: 6:00 AM
Its been a really busy few months.....from fasting month -taking care of bazaar, Hari raya Outings,practices,open houses, practices,perjumpaan raya...pesta raya.....damn!thats alot of things!
Finally, i can really sit down and sip coffee...hehz... Nope, Finally can rest a bit and update this blog ....hehz... But now that i'v got nothing to do....suddenly..there's a feeling of emptiness... Actually, i like it when i have so much to do....it allows me to be busy and not think of other unimportant stuffs.....but now i dread it so much...coz all those dreaded feelings will just come and eat me up...
I realised that my life is fake.....on the outside i may appear cheerful,lame or whatsoever, but i know it not what it is.Theres just so much for me to handle and i have bottling it all up in me...i just simply refuse to let it all out.....what problems i may be facing, thats up to me to keep it to myself.....till now, i can still take it...but who knows in the near future?? the future is so uncertain....
but all i can say is that, i do still think that life must be a positive one....and i will just live each day as it is...and not think of any whatsoever crap.....it can be done...i've been doin it for almost the entire of my life....
someday...my happy day will come or maybe not..
who knows.?
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